MIXED FEELINGS

12 FEBRUARY 2010

Today today today, mixed feelings splanded around me....

i guess...it was the first time in my life to get slapped..by you...

MY "DEAREST" DAD

you used to be gentle...

you used to be soft spoken...

you used to be WELL mannered...

you used to loved me...

but all these are just walking off with past tense...

YOU DONT LOVE THIS HOME ANYMORE

( like you used to be)

NOW...

u just scold me like a mad dog, without having any logic thinking in your mind...and now...

YOU SLAP ME IN CROWD

tears rolling down to my cheeks when i walk out from your car, i cried in the crowd...everybody looks at me..its was so embarresed...but..i just cant stay it fresh...nothing else can do besides crying

"thanks" to you , daddy

i love you so much daddy..i really do...
even though u slap me...

but.........

things just gone wrongly in our relationships...u get me?

dont ever TRIED to pull my frds and babe in...

yeah...you are RIGHT...

they are important than my family...so what?

at least i can find a peace of mind.......

better than staying at home..

dear comfort me..he kissed my hurted cheek...

but all these cant recovered back those painfulness...

it was like getting stabbed a few hundreds of time...

i smile at dear...

but i hurts like hell....

i lay on his shoulder...

but i feel so warm...

at least i know who loves me...

dear u're such a gud bf when i need you =(

u never slap me before...

but now...

i get slap on my 19th...

such a good start....

tats the way you love me

你的那一巴。。

打中了我。。

我们再也回不到从前前那种关系了。。。

心碎了。。。

再也痊愈不到了。。。

p/s : u hurts me..but still..i love u dad...

guess, im sad....

next...

sharing the self obsession of mine ...

photos taken after the "slapping" case....HAPPILY

my babe even

i love her bery much..

thanks for company me ♥

choose to dine at pasta zanmai..

the food was SUCCULANT!!

salmon slice speggeti

teriyaki chicken pasta

mixed bowl salad

dear come join us after his work...

cant wait for the next date on valentine day ♥

stay tuned

xoxo

♥ Hair Dyed ♥

10 FEBRUARY 2010

Finally..i dyed my blonde hair after two months...

i swear that this time i want to have a darker colour...

easy for me to maintain because my hair grow like so 432146 fast...

i think my body rich in ion ^^

was very suprise to found out that its not extremely super duper expensive making hair during cny season...^^

not forget to thanks my one and only stupid..oops...no...

is DEAR to sponser me some $$..

THANKIEW DEAR.

i know you can see it..♥

*i wanna appologize to you for showing my mad-ness to you during this few days...
i accept all your sorry-ness..
i remember what you told me yesterday night in car..
i know that you care about me...i care about you too..♥
so come catch me policeman =P

trim my frindge as usual..i hate those long frindge that blocked my view and poke my eyes..eww

 "an apple a day,keeps the doctor away"

thats whats they said =)

 xoxo~

REVIEW

8 FEBRUARY 2010

just suddenly saw this picture in my album..

its a disaster...have no idea at all why

i once own/have a nose piercing like this ???

and i still though its cool once upon the time... 

*shake head*

7 FEBRUARY 2010

wuhoo..since dont know when i didnt shop like dis much..maybe because of "CNY" is coming soon..and i feel like my wardrobe is full of blackness...so i went to my favourite shopping spot dis evening...after finish my tiring CNY cleaning..

i cant understand about one thing,why we must clean our house just because of cny is coming??i spend like dun know how many hours..just to vacuum,mop,clean my tiny little room...im peace that no "spiders" appear in my room...i will totally scream out my life just because the tiny litlle winsy winsy spider =(

went there alone and i done my self shopping at pavilion first before i went to swang and tag along with my dudes and babes..jiaye,even,ying and ee ming ^^

i LIKE to shops alone "sometimes",when nobody can distract my sense of fashion..and i can just buy whatever i think is nice...but the prons is, i feel lonely lah of course @.@

finally,i get myself two pairs of shoes,a few tops and it still all black -.-

but i still able to find a meron tops at FOREVER 21...purposely grab it for the first day of CNY ♥...

p/s : FORVER 21 heels and increadibly NICE and AFFORTABLE ♥

MONEY flew like water...

 swipe my card to rm 10.00..

 NOT GOOD for me

darn =(