she tells her own stories....: November 29, 2009

3 DECEMBER 2009

Dont know why,i just feel very down nowadays...suddenly have the mood to blog....voice out my feelings...somedays,i just feel so lonely..i do all the things by myself..i do feel very stress sometimes..i dont like to tell my friend what happened to me,i just dont like them to worry about me,i just dont...somedays in the night,i do miss you~
i really do...and i just wonder what are you doing out there?clubbing maybe?bt this is life...sometimes when you try to hold things tight~things goes more faster..in a blink of eye..they dont belongs to you..im just 18...and i know that im so naive...i believe in you..all things that you have promised me..at the end of the story im getting hurted...i cried..i drunk...i beg you to comeback to me..so many sorries i have said...bt nothing changed...you continued your life like nothing else have happened.you are just too special to me..."this is wrong my baby"...they just keep advise me....and i try to have many new relationships.....do they really works?i dont know....i really hope someone's appreciated me..but i just need to grow up...we learned in every relationships...we learned how to love ,we learned how to kiss..we just learned so many things...dont denied it..dont tell me that you've not learn anythings in a relationships..to me,love needs cooperation..love needs pamperd..love need patient...love do needs argue too... we are trying to become better and better...i believe myself...i will suceed...somedays

2 DECEMBER 2009

Pls call me miss Dumbo...

i did many dumb things recently...

#self slapping#

y say so?

lets hear a dumbo story...

1st of october..

the dumbo received a letter from her collage asking her to pay the fees..

then she just simply put her paper into her rubbish file..

"take it easy,she said"

time passed....

and this dumbo received a call from her college in 1st of DECEMBER..

Xx college : "hello?"

Dumbo: "hello"..heheha ( she though is her friend,sounds exactly the same!)

Xx college: "Im calling from Xx college.."

Dumbo : "dont play play lah,i know u r XxX"

Xx college :" r u miss Michelle?" ( double confirmed before scolding ppl)

Dumbo : "sei yeh,dont play lah..i slap u ah.."

Xx college: "U think this is funny?do u realised that u haven pay school fees?u study no nid pay fees kah?!!"

Dumbo : "Sei foh,really called from college leh..."....diam for a second"

Xx college :"do u know that if u still didnt pay the fees,you will be repealed from the school starting

from next week?!!!"

dumbo :"..oh...ya meh.."

Xx college:" do u keep the paper that i gave u that day..?"

Dumbo :" I lost it "

Xx college:" OK!! i give u but u dun wan keep properly,do u still wan to study?if u wanna study u must pay

the fees by dis week..!1"

Dumbo : "ok i will pay on this thursday since i have no class"

Xx college : ( hanged up)

Early in the morning of wednesday,the dumbo is having her marketing class,suddenly....

someone from office called :"can i find Michelle?"

then the ppl told me: the college didnt allow u to pay in this week...u must pay by TODAY...

oh holly shit..bt bt today noon gt management class wor?"

"class cancelled"she said....

har?that means i must pay the rm1800 in dis afternoon?

she said:"yaya,by 5..."

class ended at 12...

the dumbo went to have her lunch with her schoolmates...

mum called:"i will be reaching home at 2"

went home around 2++...

out again with dad and mum...

on the way to PJ...

they keep GRUMBLE-ING...

luckily the dumbo bring along her brother MP4 =)

reached there about 3++

the office tell me to showed her the paper

(actually just now the office in my college gave me a new wan)

bt the dumbo put in the files and lend to her fren!!!

luckily the kind ppl there help this dumbo to print a new wan...

is time to pay $$$$...

give them cash...

bt the office ppl say ;"sorry we cant received cash.."

WHAT?then how?

"u must pay by checque or public bank card"

or u can go to the nearby post office to buy money order..

no choice bt to walk there with mum since the guard say that the post office is just distance walk..

MUM : " y i cant c any post office de?"

DUMBO:"yaleh...i saw many food stalls"

MUM:"stop think about EAT,ahh...i saw it!!

finally bought the money order...bt...at this time....

RAIN @.@

run back to office then pay the thing..

"sorry,u have to pay extra rm15 for the delayed"

mum payed.... @#$% she said

on the way back...

for sure the dad and mum grumble-ing non stoped

and i deserved it..

becauce im a DUMBO!

30 NOVEMBER 2009

yae yae,its end of november..

time passes fast...

human changes that fast too..

someone i have known for so long have been changed...

"u treat me like im ur slave?competitor?"

whatever..i really dont mind..

i just wanna have my peaceful life...

back to here again..

DECEMBER is coming soon..

i like december.

love winter,love those white snowy stuff..

i always have a day dream..

dreams about my prince...

"hugging me tightly,whispering to me..saying:"my dear,i will be hugging you tightly,you'll never feel lonely and cold,i'll be your side in the rest of my life.."