MIXED FEELINGS

12 FEBRUARY 2010

Today today today, mixed feelings splanded around me....

i guess...it was the first time in my life to get slapped..by you...

MY "DEAREST" DAD

you used to be gentle...

you used to be soft spoken...

you used to be WELL mannered...

you used to loved me...

but all these are just walking off with past tense...

YOU DONT LOVE THIS HOME ANYMORE

( like you used to be)

NOW...

u just scold me like a mad dog, without having any logic thinking in your mind...and now...

YOU SLAP ME IN CROWD

tears rolling down to my cheeks when i walk out from your car, i cried in the crowd...everybody looks at me..its was so embarresed...but..i just cant stay it fresh...nothing else can do besides crying

"thanks" to you , daddy

i love you so much daddy..i really do...
even though u slap me...

but.........

things just gone wrongly in our relationships...u get me?

dont ever TRIED to pull my frds and babe in...

yeah...you are RIGHT...

they are important than my family...so what?

at least i can find a peace of mind.......

better than staying at home..

dear comfort me..he kissed my hurted cheek...

but all these cant recovered back those painfulness...

it was like getting stabbed a few hundreds of time...

i smile at dear...

but i hurts like hell....

i lay on his shoulder...

but i feel so warm...

at least i know who loves me...

dear u're such a gud bf when i need you =(

u never slap me before...

but now...

i get slap on my 19th...

such a good start....

tats the way you love me

你的那一巴。。

打中了我。。

我们再也回不到从前前那种关系了。。。

心碎了。。。

再也痊愈不到了。。。

p/s : u hurts me..but still..i love u dad...

guess, im sad....

next...

sharing the self obsession of mine ...

photos taken after the "slapping" case....HAPPILY

my babe even

i love her bery much..

thanks for company me ♥

choose to dine at pasta zanmai..

the food was SUCCULANT!!

salmon slice speggeti

teriyaki chicken pasta

mixed bowl salad

dear come join us after his work...

cant wait for the next date on valentine day ♥

stay tuned

xoxo