august~

its been ages since i last post up a post..i mean a proper one..><
this month long is been a suffer month for me,
from a shock breaking up,financial problem and all sorts of family problem.

no doubt,its life.

starting with the breaking up news.

yes, i am breaking up with him liaw,i feel really stress when my friends asking me "WHY"?, actually i would like to know why too if i can =[

at this time "he" came into my life.
he was a very nice guy.treating me like a princess.
i was very down this few days when he came into my life, accompany me,and do those funny funny faces and romantic stuff to makes me happy.
i...really feel like im a real women...
but...i just dont know how to start a new relationship.
i begin to feel phobia.
and i cant forget "him" either

arghh...im really confuse now =[
next, my college stuff is begin to start.
yes, i am taking DIGD at segi college.
im so excited with tis course,
i feel like im a STUDENt again haha!
but those costly design stuff spins my head off..

i have to pay all by myself
=[

                   spot my friend here...and beatrice darling is missing  =]

im doing those freelance job now due to the financial problem.
if anyone know more freelance job,please contact me ya =]
course i dont have enough money to spend on daily expenses liaw..
how sad..=[

but, life still goes on...