august~

its been ages since i last post up a post..i mean a proper one..><
this month long is been a suffer month for me,
from a shock breaking up,financial problem and all sorts of family problem.

no doubt,its life.

starting with the breaking up news.

yes, i am breaking up with him liaw,i feel really stress when my friends asking me "WHY"?, actually i would like to know why too if i can =[

at this time "he" came into my life.
he was a very nice guy.treating me like a princess.
i was very down this few days when he came into my life, accompany me,and do those funny funny faces and romantic stuff to makes me happy.
i...really feel like im a real women...
but...i just dont know how to start a new relationship.
i begin to feel phobia.
and i cant forget "him" either

arghh...im really confuse now =[

next, my college stuff is begin to start.
yes, i am taking DIGD at segi college.
im so excited with tis course,
i feel like im a STUDENt again haha!
but those costly design stuff spins my head off..

i have to pay all by myself
=[

                   spot my friend here...and beatrice darling is missing  =]

im doing those freelance job now due to the financial problem.
if anyone know more freelance job,please contact me ya =]
course i dont have enough money to spend on daily expenses liaw..
how sad..=[

but, life still goes on...

na tian....

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头

我命令眼泪不许失控

回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中

我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过

谢谢我没有想太多

当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢

再勇敢的站着 找回光和热

面对你的时候 我不会舍不得

因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折

是美的

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢

来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌

想起你的时候 我不是卑微的

反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你

深深的

my dear...happy birthday to you..

please dont mumbling im an old grandmother..
appreciate my kindness since i wish u in fb,msg,hand writing card,and now blog.

i want u knw that u're
my priority, k?

hope u like my gift =]
but sorry about that content in the card that i wrote..please dont keep in mind that i call u fucker..
u know thats how we communicate,right?=/

anyway,

love you babe
♥

连续工作了三个星期了，说真的，我说不累是骗人的。。
回到家，根累。。
如果可以，我根本都不想在家
真得很想去度假，或是去吹风走走。。


我的朋友们。。
你们都在那里了？？
可不可以给我见见你们？


=[

♥ off day with the love one ♥

have a great day spending with my dear ray and fiona ^^
i was craving for nice ambiance restaurant..
so kim kim fetch us to OU to have our lunch...
(photo's grab from kim's camera..hehe)
                                    
                                  the me before out ^^

in the ray's car..

i was having terrible pms..

pimples popping up =(

garden cafe ♥

camwhore before entering...

me and fiona ^^

our food ♥

mocca and latte are good friends ♥

looks really "chubb" here..

diet mustl goes on =(

me and my dear kim kim ^^

macam couple saje..hahahaha

 tou pai....hahaha

after lunch company the kim went for smack ball session then straight away went to kepong honeymoon to have our tong sui session.

actually OU have "honeymoon" too...but just dun knw why we still went kepong to have "honeymoon" tong sui =/

after tong sui headed to pasar malam a while then went to the kim's friend ryan house..

nothing to write much cause im so exhausted with the working...

so just end with a self obsession photo..

stay tuned ^^

XOXO

father band my internet line due to my brother result..
he fail all the subject in his spm trail..
so for his good..the whole family cant use the internet
oh gosh how sad =(

so i just can online in my working place..
and now im on-line-ing in my friend ryan house..
meanwhile waiting the ray and fy dai jie play mahjong =/

stay tuned ya ^^

hello peeps and dudes..im here again =)
was putting weight like crazy recently.
the bf say that im fat.
my supervisor chris say i looks swollen..
even a good frd of mine meet me recently.
she ask me "michelle,are u taking pregnancy pill?"
and i was like "wt....do i looks like really that fat -.-

ok lah lets say im really that fat, but i can actually lets those man fall for me.haha..erm,i mean "uncle"...
cause i meet a taxi driver few days ago asking for my hp number. he want to date me for dinner.for that time on..i realise i can only get attention from uncle ><

kinda miss those moment when the bf of mine praise me say "你身材很好" but now was like “你好像肥了”=(

so for god sake.
i started my diet plan.
so my friends..
please dont call me for dinner lunch ,buffet or whatever..i will be really M.A.D...

imma lunch for today.
i made it myself..looks yummy wasnt?
yes,all raw except the thing call egg..and just a lil bit thousand island sauce =)

and tomorrow lunch will be another variety.

stay tunes for diet food pictures ya lol

have to sleep early.

cant wait for the stock take tomorrow with my dear supervisor chris and dear manager nick.

and the irritated weird staff ah wah -.-

bye^^