♥ 你回来了 ♥

1 MARCH 2010

好久不见，你终于回来了

我以为

你再也不会出现在我生命里~

 酱大个女，都是第二次收花。

 第一次是我的初恋，收了两打茉莉花

 这次是你，

 送了我一打玫瑰^^

我问你，“今天又不是我生日，干吗送我啊？“

你说“没有啊，逗你开心就是我的任务”

我笑了，虽然骂你浪费钱啦，可是我还是开心到飞起啦=)

你啊，总是这样的默默地出现

支持我，鼓励我

跟你在一起真的好舒服

你让我感觉到

我被爱了 ♥

可是我承认，我浪费了你很多时间，你追了我也有够久的 >.<

可是我也不想的啊，

你知道我们过不到电啊，对不起啦，哈哈 =P

可是我真的很感激你

你在我不开心时一次又一次的出现，

你教会了我好多做人的道理，

你说

“不要再浪费时间了

你对他这么好的最后却得到是什么？

被伤害。。

爱一个人

就要学会忍让，包容

学会信任，你有吗？”

“我没有”

“那就要改咯”

“嗯”

“可是他说我们的感情淡了”

这世界上爱一个人那里会变淡不变淡的

只是他一直在你身边出现

你觉得他不重要了，

所以就不会珍惜对方

如果它连这都学不会，那就不会爱了

不管是要过多久

爱一个人就不会变

爱一个人

不管他做错了什么，你都会原谅他

爱一个人

不管他多久没找你，只要你们还爱着对方,一切都是美的

爱一个人

不管他怎样伤害你

哭过，就算了

我明白了，真的~

我很幸运，因为有你这个朋友

你弄到我哭了

想对你说

你真好

你就是这样的逗我开心

不求回报

谢谢你

UP TO~

an evening outing at look out point

basically, this is the first time i went there..

i know im so outdated lor...

but no choice no ppl bring me there..><

kinda get lost at the first

but thanks xue feng gor gor for the direction ^^

the top of look out point

the thai fish farm restaurant

this restaurant is quite hidden...

its more farer than i tot...

more far than look out point...

i tot that no one will went there beside us...

but i was wrong...

there are plenty of people...

because of the thai food was sooooo

SUCCULANT @.@

bbq lamb for only rm 10

a must dish on every table..

tomyam soup

phew wit..

the bowl to put rice..

unique rite?

sweet and sour fish

this is damn tasty..

PRAWNS @@

first time try this kind of drink..

its somekind of fermented alchohol..

called 椰花酒..or "TODDY"

its a must after thai dish..

YUMMY

and the view on top of the hill..

end

Of blood and mud cake

i think i should share something with my readers over here.

i must be honest, i had been in and out of hospital for some body chek-up and blood test for a few times in this two month, due to my often feel fainted aka 贫血- low pressure.aiya watever lah i dun knw the name =.=. i think that my body had warn me..dut dut dut,expired date =.=

i reached the place as early as 8 am, from there,i made constant strips to and from the hospital. By 10 ,im exhausted and sick and tired of painful needles.i felt like a pin cushion,my arm were bruised black and blue.

i desperately need some guiness stout to cure my painless...

 to numb my pain...

as i approached the counter of the hospital cafe,the waitress smiled at me warmly,she ask me for an order.i swear in this moment,i feel like i wanna tell her tat "guiness stout one please"

but oh,here is hospital man,and im a patient,how im gonna get a stout here????

suan le bah,"just a cofee,please" i replied and then slumped forward. I must have looked a wreck,"hard day?" she asked. there was something comforting about her. I nodded and took a seat at a nearby table.

she soon returned with two mugs of cofee and two huge pieces of mouth-watering chocolate mud cake.

Confused, i look at her as she sat down across from me.she was smiling and i feel my dark mood slowly lifting.This one's on the house i have thinking that you may need it." she said

for the next two hours,the two of us hardly drew any breath.

 it was just wat i needed.

A completely stranger had given so much expecting nothing in return.

The Last Time

22 FEBRUARY 2010

its my last time to the club...

i promise...

i know u never will forgive me...

i know u dun like me club..

but i ignore you....

becoz of that...

we broke up....

i regret, i cry...

but u never come back...

we back to be friends again...

its hard for me...

my hear slice out...

everyone knows i love u so much...

but anyway...

im sorry....

i'll give both of us some time...

poppy garden

even babe with me ^^

another random post of me and  friends having bbq buffet...

@ korean bbq  ampang...

gambling session next

@ mr pet pet khoo place...

im sleepy..

lol

CHINESE NEW YEAR STARTS

14 FEBRUARY 2010

First of all, HAPPY CNY plus VALENTINE day to all the earth people...

Mummy bought me a new tissue box..

isn't it cute???

For today..dress code must be red...acccording to my mum...

so....

i purposely buy this dress for today...

from FOREVER 21 =)

yup..although its not red...but meron counted oso..at least not black mah right =)

biao jie and famaily at father side come visit us early in the morning...

then we headed to gong gong house in the afternoon...

chit chat chit chat....

back home again and rest a while...then headed to midvalley to find my dear jack lee...

for this year valentine...everything went simple compare to previous year...

movie + eating + home session ^^

no offense ya jack lee...

im satisfied enough...at least you posponed your balik hometown plan^^

waiting for tomorrow...visiting father side's relatives...

boring day but im waiting for the ang pow...YES ^^

stay tuned..

enjoy^^

xoxo

MIXED FEELINGS

12 FEBRUARY 2010

Today today today, mixed feelings splanded around me....

i guess...it was the first time in my life to get slapped..by you...

MY "DEAREST" DAD

you used to be gentle...

you used to be soft spoken...

you used to be WELL mannered...

you used to loved me...

but all these are just walking off with past tense...

YOU DONT LOVE THIS HOME ANYMORE

( like you used to be)

NOW...

u just scold me like a mad dog, without having any logic thinking in your mind...and now...

YOU SLAP ME IN CROWD

tears rolling down to my cheeks when i walk out from your car, i cried in the crowd...everybody looks at me..its was so embarresed...but..i just cant stay it fresh...nothing else can do besides crying

"thanks" to you , daddy

i love you so much daddy..i really do...
even though u slap me...

but.........

things just gone wrongly in our relationships...u get me?

dont ever TRIED to pull my frds and babe in...

yeah...you are RIGHT...

they are important than my family...so what?

at least i can find a peace of mind.......

better than staying at home..

dear comfort me..he kissed my hurted cheek...

but all these cant recovered back those painfulness...

it was like getting stabbed a few hundreds of time...

i smile at dear...

but i hurts like hell....

i lay on his shoulder...

but i feel so warm...

at least i know who loves me...

dear u're such a gud bf when i need you =(

u never slap me before...

but now...

i get slap on my 19th...

such a good start....

tats the way you love me

你的那一巴。。

打中了我。。

我们再也回不到从前前那种关系了。。。

心碎了。。。

再也痊愈不到了。。。

p/s : u hurts me..but still..i love u dad...

guess, im sad....

next...

sharing the self obsession of mine ...

photos taken after the "slapping" case....HAPPILY

my babe even

i love her bery much..

thanks for company me ♥

choose to dine at pasta zanmai..

the food was SUCCULANT!!

salmon slice speggeti

teriyaki chicken pasta

mixed bowl salad

dear come join us after his work...

cant wait for the next date on valentine day ♥

stay tuned

xoxo

♥ Hair Dyed ♥

10 FEBRUARY 2010

Finally..i dyed my blonde hair after two months...

i swear that this time i want to have a darker colour...

easy for me to maintain because my hair grow like so 432146 fast...

i think my body rich in ion ^^

was very suprise to found out that its not extremely super duper expensive making hair during cny season...^^

not forget to thanks my one and only stupid..oops...no...

is DEAR to sponser me some $$..

THANKIEW DEAR.

i know you can see it..♥

*i wanna appologize to you for showing my mad-ness to you during this few days...
i accept all your sorry-ness..
i remember what you told me yesterday night in car..
i know that you care about me...i care about you too..♥
so come catch me policeman =P

trim my frindge as usual..i hate those long frindge that blocked my view and poke my eyes..eww

 "an apple a day,keeps the doctor away"

thats whats they said =)

 xoxo~