i am saying wuhoo =)

received mua present from jack last thursday.
the sor lou date me out for yum cha.

stupid him keep saying that he just treat me yum cha as mua bday celebration.

and and and he keep asking me happy mou,happy mou?
i was like "why today he so weird wan?"

bt actually im quit satisfied also lor although no present.
at least he can remember my birthday, haha.

then,headed home.
he stopped near my house as usual.
suppose to be like chatting session like we always did last time.
the stupid him say he didnt buy me anything for present.

i was like "okay,nevermind lah, i didnt ask for a present also" =)

then he was like.ehem ehem
took out a cute meron hairband and give it to me.
wow.suprisingly he have a good taste lor.

i like it.my mum like it too -.-
(if my mum try to steal it from me, i sure fight with her XD)
he say it flew from korea.
maked in korea wah.

then in another dun know how many seconds,
he was like dont know from where took out another things come out.
OMG a DKNY PERFUME.
i was like stunning 3246719 times.
because i dun feel like he will buy perfume. -.-

no wonder the stupid keep asking me about the DKNY perfume things while we eating just now.."Yuan lai"

heee..
i was like so happy-gembira-kai xin-hoi sam.
my old DKNY got BOYFRIED liao.=)

i hope that this new 100ml bf can treat his cute 50 ml aka sai sai lap gf good good.maybe married.HAHAHHAA...

as a conclusion.
just a lil bit unhappy becoz he cant company me on my bday =(

hurted

i feel so dissapointed with you really.
you say that i am a playgirl.
seriously,
it hurts me lots.

i know that you wont see my blog,
thats why i can express here.
to you,
the more i try to explain,
the more im wrong,
the more you hate me.

im not trying to defend myself really,
but i just cant accept what you say about me.
you never heard people explanation,
thats the problem with you.
you always get mad with no reason,
thats the problem with you.

certain time,
i feel really useless.
jealous those girl that own a boyfriend,
envy those girls that loved by her boyfriend,
why i cant?

maybe you will think that kl girl are all materialistic.
but to me,
i just want a boyfriend that cares me loves me,
its that hard enough?

maybe im not the lucky one. i guess

remember those days we used to be very closed?
but why now.
im like ur enemy?
even in msn we can fight with nothing?
i tought u moved to kl is because u wanna have peace with me.
but why?

im seriously get hurted.
i cried in front of u through webcam yesterday,
but u have no feelings, at all.

u're not the one that i have known once upon  a time,
u changed like no one else buisness

did u know i have changed my hot tempered? because of you?
i appreciate you,
thats why i did changed for you.
but why?
you wanna hurt me like that?
u like playing heart attack?

in those days, in now and future,
your are so special for me
and no one can changed it.

but..
i just cant accept ur perception to me.
im seriously hurted.

♥ SUPRISE ♥

GDEX called me this morning

"are u miss michelle?" you have one package to receive, sender say must send to your hand,what time u're at home?"

wow im really shocked in class just now.i thought its my online stuff reached already.

who knows..

its send by my friend, mr Lewis Lee.
im really suprise he will send me this because we are not very close to each other.
no wonder you ask for my address few days ago @.@

GDEX!!!!!

 

bear bear raping ~♥

bear bear box~♥

lol..finally a real bear and a handwrite card~♥

thanks alot my dear mr lee jun kit..really suprised me a lot,you're the first one that present me in such a nice way.although i dont really adore bear bear lah but i aprreciate you ^^

so dont scold the fedex people.they tried their best...lol...

thankiew ♥

TOO MANY WEIRDO IN THIS WORLD

YA.
once again,i meet someone crazy in my facebook.
i guess,he was suffering somekind of mental illness.

2:01am....
i open my FB inbox
this is what i saw.
a guy name clarence valentines send a long msg to me

YA
you are sucessfully getting my attention.

see what he wrote

 

so headache ><

cant enlarge it anymore,
so i just copy whar he wrote and paste,
this is what he wrote....

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     Hey hey, I am Clarence, Chinese, from Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia...

I am new to Facebook & I am a working professional... Hope I am not taking too much of your time today Michelle Loy...

All of us tend to believe that the Monalisa portrait is the best work of art worth buying, but I disagree.


Not that I wish to change the history of the famous Monalisa portrait,
just that I believe if the world could see your astonishing beauty from my sincere point of view, you would knock Monalisa out of the picture.. hehe...


Your glowing eye's can light up any room, you are the Object of all my fantasies and the perfect description of the word "Blossom Beauty"; simply the shadow of divine perfections....!


I have nothing more to say but to thank GOD for bringing about your existence to my knowledge in Facebook.... else I wouldn't have known about you at all...

Hope my long winded message that best describes your beauty doesn't scare you off.


It was a bit crazy I know, but you have inspired me to believe that only an angel like you can give a perfect description of your beauty in words, and you have captivated my heart and rendered me speechlessly...


We are all born as strangers to the whole world... I believed each of us will find our ways to find that special fate to be somebody's friends eventually...

Just wish to expand my circle of friends... hope you dont mine accepting my friendly handshake...?

I maybe a stranger to you today... but nobody know what will happen in the future... the future prediction dont really work... right..? haha...


I have an MSN & YM... hope you can add me up so that we could keep in touch all the times...
May I have your MSN/YM as well? Maybe I could add you instead Michelle Loy..?


Looking forward to hear from you soon... do spend some time to write to me ya..?


sincerely
Clarence Tan
Clarence_Valentines@hotmail.com (MSN)

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cool isnt?
MONALISA these kind of historical things also come out,
what a good discription
LMAO

(p/s: i think he get A in his spm english essay..haa!)

what u all think?

i think i nearly vommit when i saw this

im totally speechless

FML

30 MARCH 2010

IM STILL WAITING YOU~

* brain stucked *

i though i have been in a clam down mode because i have not seen my ex...
( i mean the recently one lah ) for about 3 weeks lidat...
i was like thinking " Whoaaa...this time i sure can start my new life liaw "

10 pm
he called me
he said : "i come find u now"
i was like : but..i just reach home wor"
he said : "i come ur house now"
i was like stoned liao 1234 seconds,then i answered "OKAY"

OMGnasilemakmotherf*ker..

what am i doing?
i should not been seing him..
i mean if i want totally rub him off from my mind lah

eenie minee minnie mooee..
finally he come
mother ask who izit outside my house..
i said : is him..
mother said : i tot u finish with him oledi?
im speechless...
"just yum cha mummy" i replied.

went inside his car..
those familiar smell went trough my nausal.
its my memory.
the smell that i was so close once upon a time.
sigh~

i didnt talk much really.
cause i dun know how to response.
my andrenaline or what they called nerve system is all blocked.
i cant even responses well when im looking at him.
he smiled at me.
i was like : "sei foh im so nervous"
WHY lidat wan? -.-

"u dun have anything to tell me?"
"no".i replied
actually i got many things wanna share with him.
but..im stucked.
so after makan,went back home.

guess what the f*king thing i did?
i HOLD his hand..
i am super numb now...
i really dont know why i responses like that
is like something hypno my mind
asking me to hold him.
he didnt swing away my hand, thank god.

then he stop his car near my house.
suppose to be like "chat a while before home"

but.
i dont know what to say really.
i just wanna stick with u a lil bit longer i guess.
u tell me that dis AWNVSJD girl like you..
i really didnt have much response really
to me...
im numb..
number than linkin park de numb...

you tell me that got a nice girl around you
i say "go chase bah"
ignore me pls.
he was like : wait longer a bit bah..you and me just..
i was stonned.
it was like you actually like someone but becoz of me...you?...
its my fault?
you dont like me liaw?

i swear that for this 12334 second
i feel like getting throw frm 23 floor..
die instantly.
im so innocent to think that if "maybe"
we could start all over again?
nope...

i realise that it was all illusion.

LIFE

tonight it's getting hard to fall asleep
im having a serious insomnia really
cause it becoming clear that i procalling to pieces
and i cannot reverse it

someone told me that i have put on weight -.-

i hate to hear this because it makes me feel so guilty while having my XIU YEH lol...

i wanna start diet liaw seriously...

i wanna slim down man

i wanna be sexy bitch lol -.-

and to someone that hated me so much...

i hope u can see this,

coz i wanna make it clear..

i WILL NOT snatch ur lover lah okay..

and if i Do, i Did, i Does,

ur lover tell me that he didnt love u lah...

so wats wrong after then?-.-

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this person is one of my frd's friend..
and im actually not that familiar with him

and he actually tell me that he ate drugs?does he think this kind of this very proud of?

and he somemore use family problem as an excuse!

just for hapy and blur..

NAH...u will die first before u finish ur happiness..

and i help his friends family to teach him..lol...

see our conversation below

*sorry if you saw this post*

its my blog..i have the rights to post anything that i like^^

last byt not least

do not take drugs please

be matured

think of your future

BYE